Tuesday, July 23, 2019
大家好，我又回来了。。。
我总觉得他开始远离我了。不跟我聊天了，或许我太自动了。但是我会这样是因为我怕他自己会胡思乱想啊。。。那天问我睡了吗？我没回复我好气啊因为我睡了，我就是认为他有话要说但没说出来了。或许他真的认为我太太烦人了。
那好吧，我就不那么的关心他了。
那我就希望他快快走出悲伤啊！别再折磨你自己了！
我觉得好失败啊，我喜欢的的人永远不会喜欢上我的，看也不看我一眼的。
看到我朋友都成双成对的，我心好痛啊，我还是单身啊，我也很希望有人会关心我一下也好。
悲哀吧，刚才还一直想如果他能走出悲伤过后而选上我吗？但我看这个梦想是不可能的吧？
我觉得我好傻啊，我一直帮他find credit sales，放工后打卡过后才找等等。虽然他没开口叫我帮忙，但是我还是愿意帮忙啊不想看到他自生自灭啊！！！
我不知道他感觉的出我对他的感觉吗？
好啦，哭出来比较好了！
哦对了，希望我的poly朋友能面试成功，加入我们这里成为同事！！！
我总觉得他开始远离我了。不跟我聊天了，或许我太自动了。但是我会这样是因为我怕他自己会胡思乱想啊。。。那天问我睡了吗？我没回复我好气啊因为我睡了，我就是认为他有话要说但没说出来了。或许他真的认为我太太烦人了。
那好吧，我就不那么的关心他了。
那我就希望他快快走出悲伤啊！别再折磨你自己了！
我觉得好失败啊，我喜欢的的人永远不会喜欢上我的，看也不看我一眼的。
看到我朋友都成双成对的，我心好痛啊，我还是单身啊，我也很希望有人会关心我一下也好。
悲哀吧，刚才还一直想如果他能走出悲伤过后而选上我吗？但我看这个梦想是不可能的吧？
我觉得我好傻啊，我一直帮他find credit sales，放工后打卡过后才找等等。虽然他没开口叫我帮忙，但是我还是愿意帮忙啊不想看到他自生自灭啊！！！
我不知道他感觉的出我对他的感觉吗？
好啦，哭出来比较好了！
哦对了，希望我的poly朋友能面试成功，加入我们这里成为同事！！！
Updated on 1:19 AM.
Tuesday, July 16, 2019
我真的好生气啊。。。为什么这个人一直影响到他呢？他好不容易振作那么一点点点点了，又被她打回去了！他的‘妹妹‘也很奇怪，明明知道她是会音响到他的心情的，为什么不会在他面前，随便说一些好话呢。。。我好希望看到以前的他，但是我不知道要怎样才能找回那个开心的他了！
早知道他会受到那么大的伤害，那时候就应该把他抢过来，但是哈哈不可能的啊，他是不会看上我的！
老天爷，你告诉我，我应该怎样才能帮到他呢？让他开开心心，无忧无虑的呢？
早知道他会受到那么大的伤害，那时候就应该把他抢过来，但是哈哈不可能的啊，他是不会看上我的！
老天爷，你告诉我，我应该怎样才能帮到他呢？让他开开心心，无忧无虑的呢？
Updated on 10:34 PM.
Monday, July 15, 2019
Yo, ppl I'm back... Lolzzz
Nowadays when bosses in office, I will be super duper busy. Sometime when the day end, I will think how did I manage to pull through today ha? 😅
Everytime when im very stress, there will be someone helping me,which is my colleague and I am really very gladful that I hav great colleague around me.
Did I ever regards leaving my previous job? My answer is nope because I really get to learn something new and get pay much much better. And also people in my office noe are much more helpful and friendly. Not saying that my old workplace dun hav good people, jus tat it is very few only.
Last week when I in office working, i saw the texy saying that one of my manager is leaving and going to work at NP instead.
At the moment, I did feel like crying coz he is the longest manager that I work with lei. When most of the manager left, I feel like leaving too but when I see like still got a few of them around, I dun bear to let them work until ao tired due to not enough crew. So I stay on.. Then how I know now he is leaving us le... 😭😭😭😭
This make me wan to leave Mac le since my last old manager is leaving le. But I think that still got one more manager that need my help. Therefore I still stay on ba.
To say the truth last sat I am very happy that he is able to join us after work to jus hav some small talk. Really I hav offer him to join us so many time and he reject me. But last sat he join us. I am so happy. But hor dunno why today he didn't reply my msg de. I hope he dun find me nuisance can le.
I will care about him from my heart. I treat him as my friend. Maybe at first I do feel pity about what happen to him which is why I care about him. But now is not... I really treat him as my frenz(我是希望可以不只当朋友而已啦）I really worried about him. Really really I hope one day he tell me that he finally can sleep and eat well le.
I really wish he can take care of himself ah.
Anyway I got to go le. Bye bye!!! 😁
Nowadays when bosses in office, I will be super duper busy. Sometime when the day end, I will think how did I manage to pull through today ha? 😅
Everytime when im very stress, there will be someone helping me,which is my colleague and I am really very gladful that I hav great colleague around me.
Did I ever regards leaving my previous job? My answer is nope because I really get to learn something new and get pay much much better. And also people in my office noe are much more helpful and friendly. Not saying that my old workplace dun hav good people, jus tat it is very few only.
Last week when I in office working, i saw the texy saying that one of my manager is leaving and going to work at NP instead.
At the moment, I did feel like crying coz he is the longest manager that I work with lei. When most of the manager left, I feel like leaving too but when I see like still got a few of them around, I dun bear to let them work until ao tired due to not enough crew. So I stay on.. Then how I know now he is leaving us le... 😭😭😭😭
This make me wan to leave Mac le since my last old manager is leaving le. But I think that still got one more manager that need my help. Therefore I still stay on ba.
To say the truth last sat I am very happy that he is able to join us after work to jus hav some small talk. Really I hav offer him to join us so many time and he reject me. But last sat he join us. I am so happy. But hor dunno why today he didn't reply my msg de. I hope he dun find me nuisance can le.
I will care about him from my heart. I treat him as my friend. Maybe at first I do feel pity about what happen to him which is why I care about him. But now is not... I really treat him as my frenz(我是希望可以不只当朋友而已啦）I really worried about him. Really really I hope one day he tell me that he finally can sleep and eat well le.
I really wish he can take care of himself ah.
Anyway I got to go le. Bye bye!!! 😁
Updated on 10:34 PM.
