Tuesday, November 24, 2015
Hi everyone.... it has been long long time since I update my blog...
today I jus have the feel to post something today!
Ok, during this few months there is a lot of things happening around me!
Firstly, I have graduated and now still currently working at my temporary job!
When would I truly change and look for a full time job that I really dunno...
as for now I will wait till I get the five year service award liao then go look for the full job ba...
but when the day come I will be very sad as I really dun bear to leave them as I have been working there for 5 years... 5 years relationship with the co-workers and also the manager there!
During this 5 years working at there, i have seen a lot of ppl and managers leaving and that really make me feel sad but at the same time it made me felt happy for them too as they are working toward a better future!!! :p
As for me I still struggling whether to work as a drafter or at LTA... I really think that by then I should have a answer for it ba! xp
Remember I have mention about one of the manager that has left which is Vadin Ma....?
After he has left, he really never contact me anymore...
this really made me feel very upset and disappointed! He hav promise to keep in contact with me but he never do so... I do not know why he contacted the auntie and not me?! When he leave, I really feel sad and cried a lot but what I had in the return?
I understand he may be busy or might not wan me to disturb hin... but I jus wan him to reply my msg and will be very happy already!!
Jus wan to know how is he doing etc...
but hai.... I really very sad and 我已经放弃他会主动联络我了。。。我当他是我的哥哥看待,但是你把我当成了什么呢??
Ok... let not talk about this stuff anymore...
Anyway ya... I get to know a new rider and now he is my god brother... :)
As the manager leaves us, new manager come in....
Guess what?! I didnt expect tat one of the manager that I like the most has return and work with us!!! :D
Really happy and felt grateful about it... and also another manager that come in is a floor manager.... call him ah liang!!
I really enjoy working with him as he really care for the crew to make sure they have didnt break etc.... not saying the rest of the manager dosent do that la...
As the time pass, I really like feel that I like really like him liao...
coz I will make sure I will not no show during his shift or mc during his shift! I jus like to help him...
recently he has jus broke up with his gf...,is like they together for 2yrs plus and I didnt expect that will happen and I wanted to comfort him but dunno how...coz I never been in a relationship before haizz...
but another strange thing is that between him and me we didnt talk much... is like we dun hav the common topic to talk about... I guess...
但是我真得很关心他,希望他过得好好的。。。我知道他现在也不会想去谈恋爱,就算他会,我看他也不会爱上我的。。。 我都可以当他的姐姐了!!! :(
俗话说得好:爱他不代表一定要拥有他,而是只要他快乐,我就快乐了。。。
但是我偶尔也会想象如果我是他的女朋友那该多好啊~~!! 每个女人都希望妳喜欢的人也会喜欢上自己!!!
看到每个人都成双成对的,而我是孤单一个人,难免也会感到很伤心也觉得不公平!! 为什么有些就会有人爱,而我没人爱。。。虽然我长得不美,身材也不好,但是为什么连让我有个谈恋爱的机会也没有?
别人问我什么时候才谈恋爱,结婚, 我都是会回答他们:哦。。。我顺其自然吧!!!不强求!!!
但是每个女人也会有要被人家疼爱,关心的感觉。。。
不知我什么时候才会有这个机会啊。。。讲着讲着都感觉有点心酸,想哭的感觉啊!!!
Anyway.... I think is time for me to sleep already... will update soon I guess... :)
today I jus have the feel to post something today!
Ok, during this few months there is a lot of things happening around me!
Firstly, I have graduated and now still currently working at my temporary job!
When would I truly change and look for a full time job that I really dunno...
as for now I will wait till I get the five year service award liao then go look for the full job ba...
but when the day come I will be very sad as I really dun bear to leave them as I have been working there for 5 years... 5 years relationship with the co-workers and also the manager there!
During this 5 years working at there, i have seen a lot of ppl and managers leaving and that really make me feel sad but at the same time it made me felt happy for them too as they are working toward a better future!!! :p
As for me I still struggling whether to work as a drafter or at LTA... I really think that by then I should have a answer for it ba! xp
Remember I have mention about one of the manager that has left which is Vadin Ma....?
After he has left, he really never contact me anymore...
this really made me feel very upset and disappointed! He hav promise to keep in contact with me but he never do so... I do not know why he contacted the auntie and not me?! When he leave, I really feel sad and cried a lot but what I had in the return?
I understand he may be busy or might not wan me to disturb hin... but I jus wan him to reply my msg and will be very happy already!!
Jus wan to know how is he doing etc...
but hai.... I really very sad and 我已经放弃他会主动联络我了。。。我当他是我的哥哥看待,但是你把我当成了什么呢??
Ok... let not talk about this stuff anymore...
Anyway ya... I get to know a new rider and now he is my god brother... :)
As the manager leaves us, new manager come in....
Guess what?! I didnt expect tat one of the manager that I like the most has return and work with us!!! :D
Really happy and felt grateful about it... and also another manager that come in is a floor manager.... call him ah liang!!
I really enjoy working with him as he really care for the crew to make sure they have didnt break etc.... not saying the rest of the manager dosent do that la...
As the time pass, I really like feel that I like really like him liao...
coz I will make sure I will not no show during his shift or mc during his shift! I jus like to help him...
recently he has jus broke up with his gf...,is like they together for 2yrs plus and I didnt expect that will happen and I wanted to comfort him but dunno how...coz I never been in a relationship before haizz...
but another strange thing is that between him and me we didnt talk much... is like we dun hav the common topic to talk about... I guess...
但是我真得很关心他,希望他过得好好的。。。我知道他现在也不会想去谈恋爱,就算他会,我看他也不会爱上我的。。。 我都可以当他的姐姐了!!! :(
俗话说得好:爱他不代表一定要拥有他,而是只要他快乐,我就快乐了。。。
但是我偶尔也会想象如果我是他的女朋友那该多好啊~~!! 每个女人都希望妳喜欢的人也会喜欢上自己!!!
看到每个人都成双成对的,而我是孤单一个人,难免也会感到很伤心也觉得不公平!! 为什么有些就会有人爱,而我没人爱。。。虽然我长得不美,身材也不好,但是为什么连让我有个谈恋爱的机会也没有?
别人问我什么时候才谈恋爱,结婚, 我都是会回答他们:哦。。。我顺其自然吧!!!不强求!!!
但是每个女人也会有要被人家疼爱,关心的感觉。。。
不知我什么时候才会有这个机会啊。。。讲着讲着都感觉有点心酸,想哭的感觉啊!!!
Anyway.... I think is time for me to sleep already... will update soon I guess... :)
Updated on 2:26 AM.
