Monday, February 6, 2017
Hi all,
Updating again..!
Yup, every time I wanted to say something and nowhere to say to, I will just post it here.
Every time if there is an outing or gathering, I will ask him to go.
Then when he cannot make it, I will be very sad. But when he suddenly appear, I am very happy inside my heart.
But I won’t like show it on my face. I am kind of shy and I won’t go and talk to him or anything. Sometime also don’t dare to show eye contact with him.
But I am so happy inside me and also wanted to the photo with him, I also scare.
How I wish we can meet up every time, but I know it is very difficult for it to be happen.
To him, I may be just a friend only but to me he is the one. Don’t know whether he felt that way too? I really hope he accept me but he reject me that time.
I have realize that every time when I met the guy that I like, the guy is attached. Then I will just behind the back support him or help him.
I will just keep quiet. Then when this happen, how I wish I could know him much earlier.
Then every time I would want to talk/chat with him ,I will hesitate a bit as I scare I can’t control myself by talking more and more and the guy ignore me.
I’m very scare that this kind of thing will happen. I rather be friend if can’t be my bf then become a stranger from one another.
I’m so regret that I never/unable to help him out during work when he is still around. I will help him work no matter what but that time due to school stuff, I cannot.
Updating again..!
Yup, every time I wanted to say something and nowhere to say to, I will just post it here.
Every time if there is an outing or gathering, I will ask him to go.
Then when he cannot make it, I will be very sad. But when he suddenly appear, I am very happy inside my heart.
But I won’t like show it on my face. I am kind of shy and I won’t go and talk to him or anything. Sometime also don’t dare to show eye contact with him.
But I am so happy inside me and also wanted to the photo with him, I also scare.
How I wish we can meet up every time, but I know it is very difficult for it to be happen.
To him, I may be just a friend only but to me he is the one. Don’t know whether he felt that way too? I really hope he accept me but he reject me that time.
I have realize that every time when I met the guy that I like, the guy is attached. Then I will just behind the back support him or help him.
I will just keep quiet. Then when this happen, how I wish I could know him much earlier.
Then every time I would want to talk/chat with him ,I will hesitate a bit as I scare I can’t control myself by talking more and more and the guy ignore me.
I’m very scare that this kind of thing will happen. I rather be friend if can’t be my bf then become a stranger from one another.
I’m so regret that I never/unable to help him out during work when he is still around. I will help him work no matter what but that time due to school stuff, I cannot.
Updated on 11:30 AM.
Thursday, February 2, 2017
Hey people, knowing that not many people uses this anymore, it become a place to say thing out without being scare that ppl will noe or what so ever...
Seeing people in pair, couple, I will also think why I dun have a bf. When ppl ask I will just say let it be, have then have, dun have also no choice. But in my heart of course if there is a guy to love and care for me, of course I want.
I also will jealous and envy those ppl attached.
I also wish one day there will be a guy to be destined to be mine. But is there really a guy that I have a chance to be my bf?
When come think of it, base of my look, I think I difficult to have a guy like me or love me.
Nowadays ppl find those is pretty and nice body shape ppl. Although some ppl say they also look how beautiful u are inside too... But how many will do that?
Every time if there is a crush, I won't dare to walk up to him and confess to him as I dun have the confident to do so.
Therefore I will just support him behind silently.
Ppl say girls no need guys also can... But really have a guy to care and love you, I of course I also want to have him as bf.
Funny to say till age 25, I never been on a date before not even once, still single and thinking will I even have a chance to have a bf.?
Really hope that the person I like will continue to talk and keep I'm contact with one another...
Due to the experience I have during pri sch, whch is an nighmare, I cherish friendship a lot more. Therefore I will want to have gathering etc.
Therefore become no confident and doesn't dare to confess. But that time decided to confess to him with friend help but get rejected.
Of course my heart is bleeding g when he say that to me, but till I want to be friend with him.
Sometime think if there any chance he will have me in his eyes. But meanwhile I will still support and keep him a look out and ensure he is fine.. He is happy, I'm also happy.
Will update soon....
Seeing people in pair, couple, I will also think why I dun have a bf. When ppl ask I will just say let it be, have then have, dun have also no choice. But in my heart of course if there is a guy to love and care for me, of course I want.
I also will jealous and envy those ppl attached.
I also wish one day there will be a guy to be destined to be mine. But is there really a guy that I have a chance to be my bf?
When come think of it, base of my look, I think I difficult to have a guy like me or love me.
Nowadays ppl find those is pretty and nice body shape ppl. Although some ppl say they also look how beautiful u are inside too... But how many will do that?
Every time if there is a crush, I won't dare to walk up to him and confess to him as I dun have the confident to do so.
Therefore I will just support him behind silently.
Ppl say girls no need guys also can... But really have a guy to care and love you, I of course I also want to have him as bf.
Funny to say till age 25, I never been on a date before not even once, still single and thinking will I even have a chance to have a bf.?
Really hope that the person I like will continue to talk and keep I'm contact with one another...
Due to the experience I have during pri sch, whch is an nighmare, I cherish friendship a lot more. Therefore I will want to have gathering etc.
Therefore become no confident and doesn't dare to confess. But that time decided to confess to him with friend help but get rejected.
Of course my heart is bleeding g when he say that to me, but till I want to be friend with him.
Sometime think if there any chance he will have me in his eyes. But meanwhile I will still support and keep him a look out and ensure he is fine.. He is happy, I'm also happy.
Will update soon....
Updated on 12:36 AM.
