Hi Everyone, I'm here to update again!!! :)
Sometime in life, things doesn't goes well as u planned.
And sometime what your frenz got is not what you have.
People around me mostly got attached. People asking me when to get a boyfriend.
Is not I dun wan, is no one want me.
I doesn't have the look and figure which is why guy dun fall in love with me.
Sometime I will think even I have a good heart, kind hearted, easy going person doesn't seen to help at all. Guys still see how girls look whether got figure, pretty a not? How we look inside doesn't seem like what they care about.
I also want guys to sayang me love me care about me! But people like need my help then find me no need just dun care!
I also got feeling de... Sometime I know that I being use already!
Haizz... I already give up looking for guy already since the guys I like either got attached or doesn't like me or married.
I will just goes by the flow.
If in the end I am alone till old, I resign to my faith/destiny already.
Since primary I was been bully due to my look so I do not have confident at all. Therefore primary school is an nightmare to me. People say I look like a horse!
When young only way I can do is just ignore them, the most I went home cry alone even my parent doesn't know as I am the kind doesn't like to cry in front of people de.
My heart has been hurt 100 times already till know when I think of the past I will still cry! People will never know what I go through... If what I go through in primary school become in year 2010 onward, maybe I will commit suicide for how many time already as news like now young people get bully and cannot tahan, in the end commit suicided.ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Gtg already! Bye bye!!
Updated on 12:18 AM.