Monday, February 6, 2017
Hi all,
Updating again..!
Yup, every time I wanted to say something and nowhere to say to, I will just post it here.
Every time if there is an outing or gathering, I will ask him to go.
Then when he cannot make it, I will be very sad. But when he suddenly appear, I am very happy inside my heart.
But I won’t like show it on my face. I am kind of shy and I won’t go and talk to him or anything. Sometime also don’t dare to show eye contact with him.
But I am so happy inside me and also wanted to the photo with him, I also scare.
How I wish we can meet up every time, but I know it is very difficult for it to be happen.
To him, I may be just a friend only but to me he is the one. Don’t know whether he felt that way too? I really hope he accept me but he reject me that time.
I have realize that every time when I met the guy that I like, the guy is attached. Then I will just behind the back support him or help him.
I will just keep quiet. Then when this happen, how I wish I could know him much earlier.
Then every time I would want to talk/chat with him ,I will hesitate a bit as I scare I can’t control myself by talking more and more and the guy ignore me.
I’m very scare that this kind of thing will happen. I rather be friend if can’t be my bf then become a stranger from one another.
I’m so regret that I never/unable to help him out during work when he is still around. I will help him work no matter what but that time due to school stuff, I cannot.
Updating again..!
Yup, every time I wanted to say something and nowhere to say to, I will just post it here.
Every time if there is an outing or gathering, I will ask him to go.
Then when he cannot make it, I will be very sad. But when he suddenly appear, I am very happy inside my heart.
But I won’t like show it on my face. I am kind of shy and I won’t go and talk to him or anything. Sometime also don’t dare to show eye contact with him.
But I am so happy inside me and also wanted to the photo with him, I also scare.
How I wish we can meet up every time, but I know it is very difficult for it to be happen.
To him, I may be just a friend only but to me he is the one. Don’t know whether he felt that way too? I really hope he accept me but he reject me that time.
I have realize that every time when I met the guy that I like, the guy is attached. Then I will just behind the back support him or help him.
I will just keep quiet. Then when this happen, how I wish I could know him much earlier.
Then every time I would want to talk/chat with him ,I will hesitate a bit as I scare I can’t control myself by talking more and more and the guy ignore me.
I’m very scare that this kind of thing will happen. I rather be friend if can’t be my bf then become a stranger from one another.
I’m so regret that I never/unable to help him out during work when he is still around. I will help him work no matter what but that time due to school stuff, I cannot.
Updated on 11:30 AM.
